Was looking around at Jielun's JVR Music webby then saw this pic! o.o!



Jielun so cool hur! XD It's for 三國無雙 an online game.



This "Bread"... Coz last time my invoice she took 5 days then check in the end caused me to send out late & vendor complain late invoice & dont pay up. So she now berry li hai, wrote recd date liao wor.



27/02/2008 went to JP after work & bought 3 sizes of clips. LOL~ Coz me at home giap hair then cant reach the inner part mah. Zzz~ Me no experience dont know what size to buy so I bought 3 =.=



28/02/2008 meet Darling after work go Far East shop for bikini. Keke~ Coz she jio me go swimming mah. Went to Ramen Ten & had our dinner. This "I Scream" is the staff draw on the "order paper" lor. Hmmm~ At 1st tot is ink printed de wor. But touched liao then know is hand draw de. Haha~



The "must try" blue dont know what soda. Haha~ Not nice. Still prefer Ajisen or Ichiban Sushi de.



My "2 chilli hot" tom yum dry ramen. Really is hot de lor! Darling say my lips looks like those sausage lips! *COL* ='(



Darling's Teriyaki Chicken dry ramen. Hmmmm~ I think abit salty lar.



29/02/2008 - once in 4 years day. But end up is another normal day. Haiz~

老黄瓜 is Mature Cucumber?!?!?! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! =X Saw this at PSA KD canteen stall. =p



Feed my cactus drink water. =) Look at those crystal clear water droplets... LOL~



LING (^-^) indicate my name there in case ppl throw away =.=



This is the view my cactus is looking at. Nice hur... LOL~

一次又一次

希望一次又一次地浮现

但也一次又一次地落空

心碎了一次又一次

泪也流了一次又一次

还能承受得了几次呢?

想通了也就不难过了~

Haiz~ Actually wanna blog this afternoon de. But when came to this fresh new page, my brain went totally blank. Dont know what to type. =/

Shall blog abit about what happened to me yesterday ba. Got such a shocking in my life lor. Think will forever remember it ba. =(

Yesterday lunch time, Ting, Tramy & I eat Nasi Brayni mah. Then we also drink 7-up, coz left alot from last year's office Xmas party.

5.30pm time to knock off liao. Came back from toilet I felt so uncomfortable, told Ting I feel like throwing up but din't. Suddenly feel tummy unwell, but not those normal stomache. Felt cold & wear my jacket & left office.

Crossed road liao but havent even walk till busstop, tummy felt pain. Listen to Ting & Tramy, I went back office wanna go toilet poo poo. But when I stepped out the 1st step, gosh! My tummy seems bloated like duno wat, can feel the substance inside moving so vigorously! Each step I took, my tummy hurts like hell. I suddenly felt giddy & body super weak!

I dragged myself till halfway near lobby carpark there. Pain till I stopped at there & rest awhile. Continued to move on & saw Wendy coming down the stairs. I asked her to bring me go toilet. Coz I really couldnt walk liao.

Walked halfway till outside PSA office, I buay ta han liao. I kneel down there. So throw face leh. Lobby so much people looking at me! But I really couldnt walk further liao. Berry soon got a PSA staff she came out & find out what happened. After so she went in & got a chair for me to sit. Then I saw Xiaoyun came down also. Think Wendy called office to ask ppl come down ba. Couldnt remember coz at that time my mind is like gong diao liao.

I only remember that PSA lady she asked me is it coz of Yi Ma, I said no. She asked is it the 1st time so pain? Can I take it? Need ambulance? OMG~ I heard ambulance this word then I said I wanna go toilet. Faster siam. Couldnt walk, Xiaoyun helped me all the way till inside toilet sia! Coz when she let go of my hand at the toilet door there I almost fall back. (>_<) She almost stay inside the toilet with me sia. Duhz~ Cannot cannot. I must be strong & I told her I can handle myself coz that toilet is for handicap mah. Really heng sia.

I lao sai alot sia. Like tap water, open & all juz came out. Smelly smelly curry. Think my stomach cannot take curry + gassy drink. Gassy? Got such word boh? =.=

After lao sai feel better le. At least my face looks normal liao. Xiaoyun told me when Im at lobby there my face really pale like a sheet of paper sia. (>_<)

Xiaoyun & Wendy accompanied me rest at the PSA office while waiting for Sharon to drive me home. So paiseh lor. Sharon was rushing her work in office. Coz of me she gotta faster pack her stuff & drive me home. Dont know she got forget to bring anything anot. Haiz~

Reached home sms 2 person. 1 is Snowman. The other is William pek pek. In the end pek pek din reply, can understand lar coz he's in Msia. Snowman he 8.12pm then reply me. Haiz~ Why when I need someone's comfort but nobody was there for me? Sad lor. =(

Oh yah. Tat Snowman said that might meet me at late nite to pass me the magazine which inside got Jielun poster. Coz he got dinner with his frenz 7pm @ IMM. But I wait wait & wait, he never tell me still meeting me anot. Forget it. Deon jio me go KTV but I turned her down coz I told her I might be meeting Snowman at nite. Then she said, ok lor now Snowman more important liao. Haiz~

Went to bed at arnd 9.30pm. Scary hur. Coz after I reached home bath & eat my tummy still feel empty. The only way is to sleep & wont feel anything le.

At nite 11.18pm pek pek then sms me feeling better anot got see doc anot. But I was too tired to reply. Haiz~

Shufang also sms me asking abt Sunday can pass her Jielun's concert merchadize thingy, I also couldnt reply.

23/02/2008 - Saturday

Woke up quite early, think arnd 7.45am. Sms Snowman ask him still angry ah, coz ytd nite abit emo & said something emo lar. Also replied Shufang's sms. Then went back slp again. Arnd 9am Snowman replied le. He ytd nite didnt go meet his fren, also didnt pass me the magazine. Duhz~ What he's thinking? Haiz~ Went back to slp again.

Arnd 12 noon woke up saw Snowman & pek pek sms. Snowman said he's going for swimming. Pek pek he asked me how I feel le. Shit! Forgot to reply Pek pek's ytd sms! *oops* =X Faster reply him. Snowman & pek pek reply sms fast sia! I couldnt rest my fingers for awhile lor. *fainted* Sms till arnd 12.30pm finally stopped & got out bed to see what's my breakfast.

This horrible thing is my breakfast cum lunch! Eeeeeeeeek! Look at that horrigible meat! Got bones got blood! Argh~

This is what went into my tummy in the end. =X

Mama prepare fruits for me. Got 我的美人, 葡萄 & Ang Mo 留连 (sorry duno wat's the real name of it =.=)

Arnd 5pm sms chat with pek pek. Then chat till I like him thingy. Duhz. He ask me really? I said I duno. If I say yes ppl sure tink I'm mad lor. Know pek pek not even 1 month, dint even see his face before how can I say I like him? But sometimes, I do really miss him lar. Whenever I'm bored or got 心事 will miss him de. =( Dont know leh. Coz can communicate well with him & he's quite caring also, unlike Snowman ba. Haiz~

Went to slp awhile then arnd 6pm woke up again. Couldnt slp lar. Muz be slp too much le. Dont know why woke up feel quite pek chek then sms Snowman whether he still wanna pass me the magazine anot. He only replied 2 words "Maybe later"

When I see that word "Maybe" I knew it wont happen le. Coz he ytd also said "Maybe" but also nothing happen. I really dont know what he's thinking lor. Such a simple thing why cant he juz confirm with me 1st. I dont like 24hrs at home stand by for him to activate me like that lor.

Sms him whether he watch "Ah Long Pte Ltd" anot. Coz Monday he told me he wanna watch mah. I was hoping he ask me go watch then also can pass me that magazine mah. But I was wrong. He will never do that. He replied that he haven't watch & I asked him why but he no reply. Always like that de. He happy then reply, not happy then dont reply. When no reply he will say he's sleeping. Haiz~

So regret saying that I've fallen for him that time lor. If I dint say that, he also wont say that he also then I wont be having some hope till now le, then I wont have to be tortured till now le. Argh~ Dont know what am I typing lar! Haiz~

All I know that is he dont like me lar. If he does, the attitude wont be like this le. I only can say I'm just 一厢情愿 from the starting till now lor. Argh~ I'm awake le lar! 不想一次又一次的失望了. Pek pek was right, 没有希望也就不会失望! =(

For this magazine thingy, I only got 1 feeling. 被他耍了一次又一次. Maybe meet in the end is dint meet. If he doesnt wanna meet me why in the 1st place he say he will meet me & pass it to me? I'm really sick & tired of guessing what's on his mind lor. Haiz~

In the end I sms him, "If you doesnt want to pass me that magazine juz say so. If can, u tell me the magazine title I can go buy myself."

Tat's it. I gave up on him le. I know I've said many times I gave up on him le. But this time I really hope it's the last time le. I dont wish to be so emo & cried everytime le. Argh!

19/02/2008 - Tuesday

William's 25th bday! Hur hur. Offer to treat him dinner but he rejected me wor! He's the 1st guy dare to reject my offer lor! *hump* =/

Went to Jurong Point's Swensens with Darling to eat eat eat! OMG~ The day before had super big meal at Seoul Garden now come another round of stuffing! (>_<)



Hur hur. Jielun is at everywhere! Wherever I go, there's him! Keke~



You want Honey or Darling! ROAR!



Ocean dont know what salad. Haha~ Ting Ting likes it too! LOL~



Let's dig in! o.O



Spicy dont what fish pasta. Haha~ Totally different taste from Suntec's outlet! Argh~ But I still like the spaghetti. *snatch ah* =X



20/02/2008 - Wednesday

Lunch time went to Harbour Front eat Sakae. Thanks Ting for her $10 voucher! XD



Took cab back office. Kuku me like never see tv on cab before like tat! Heard some noise but thought it's from the radio! Wahahahahahaha~ =.=



21/02/2008 - Thursday

Whole day busy doing Correction Advices lor. Sianz diao. Haiz~

I sat at my desk & had my lunch. OMG~ It's more lonely than go shop alone lor! CMI! Eating alone sure always make me feel so emo without fail! (>_<) But no choice also lar. Coz I bought breakfast than Sharon & Ting also bought another set of breakfast! So I saved my breakfast for my lunch lor. Somemore I shag like dont know what, really need the napping in office. *yawn* Was thinking whether to do OT anot. In the end seems like everyone run home lor. I went Jurong Point & bought alot of instant noodles, potatoe chips & cookies! $20.45! (>_<)

Helped Darling asked Snowman some questions about diving. Hur hur. Snowman thought I'm so eager to know & asked me call him wor! Wah seh. Donkey long he din ask me call him le lor! LOL~

Was having my dinner & thinking shld call him anot leh. Coz I really dont like to chat on fone de. Dont ask me why ok? Even my close close closest fren I also dont talk on fone de! -.-"

Around 9pm Snowman called! OMG~ Missed call! Parents abit deaf coz they always turn up TV volume till berry high so din hear my fone rang. =( Call or dont call leh? Duhz~ Why my heartbeat *pi po pi po* jump so fast?! Fainted~

Called him back lor. Chit chat awhile & he hang my call! Argh~ This guy wont call back de leh. Kns~ I called back lor. =(

Got alot of pause hur. Feel so weird lor. Both also din tok. Chat for arnd 15mins? Hmmm~ Dont know lar! Haiyoz~ Weird weird de. Duhz~ Aaaaaaaaaaa~ =.= We ended in a kuku way hur. Both din tok for quite long. I bth lar. Luff abit then told him if nothing say then I hang fone liao. Buaiz buaiz~ =p

Dinner @ Taka's Seoul Garden

Tramy bought us a cactus from cameron highlands o.O!



Seoul Garden dinner @ Taka



For celebrating belated bday for Ting Ting & Tramy~



A new dish wor! Crab stick french fry. Not french fries. Coz only got 1 so juz fry =.=



Mine. I finished whole of it.

Moody me, stuff myself with alot of food, eat till wanna puke. Moody moody moody!

15/02/2008 - Friday

Work in office sux when near off work time lor. Coz of toopig lousy attitude of Zap from Documentation Dept.

Coz we need Spore Invoices to make adjustment for CSAV Norasia this super 麻烦 shipper. Asked Sharon abt it & was told to get it from Zap, so I went to email her lor. In the end caused alot of emails here & there. Here shoot there shoot, everyone chasing her for the invoices.

Story in the end turned out to be it's our fault coz "our" accounts didnt check with "their" accounts. Idiot lor. Last time procedure is Zap give us the invoices 1st then we photocopy give "their" accounts mah. How we know Zap gave the invoices straight to "their" accounts? Nobody tell us how she expects us to know?

Zap intercom me & scolded me all these lar. Said that those B/Ls I'm chasing her are the same which she has passed to "their" accounts. Say we didnt check properly then make so much noise. She ended by saying "You guys sick man" & she slamed down the phone. She always got attitude problem lor.

Still remember last time I 1st came to work got a call from her also, she also slamed the phone on me lor. =S Then got sometimes she pissed off with us coz we keep chasing her for manifests, once she really throw that big big stack of manifest on my table lor. Kns!

She totally spoilt my day & weakling me cried out. I felt so 委屈 mah. I did nothing wrong ah. I got ask my superior for instructions ah. I just carried out instructions nia mah. Why I so suay to do TMS collection. If "慈僖太后" or "Bread" dint lemme do this idiot work I wont have to 受这种委屈! Argh~

Last min recd sms from Darling she went The Cathay do waxing. Since bad mood then meet her for dinner lor. Haiz~

While waiting for her I went to a bookshop in basement to shop shop. Look for Jielun lar. LOL~



Saw this magazine got Jielun on cover page but cost around $9? Forgot le. Didnt buy lor. =(



Walked further & saw another book got Jielun. Its at the movie section wor but this book pics & words seems times before his movies leh. =/ This 1 more expensive lor, $16.69! (x_x) Didnt buy also. =(

Had dinner @ PS Long John Sliver. Darling helped my buy then deduct from the balance she owe me for Jielun concert tix. Now left $70. Funny lor. She owe me $$ but I ask her to remember left how much. LOL~



Saw this cutie tortise @ the Marriot Hotel Resort counter? I 光明正大 stood there & take lehz. Then there's 2 ladies there mah, 1 on phone the other asked me what can she help. OMG~ I freak out & I try to point at that tortise but I heard she asked me I'm waiting for the other lady to put down fone? OMG~ Freaked out! Took liao faster run. =X



Went to Action City & saw this cutie apple! OMG~ Love at 1st sight! From far far I spotted it! Look at that innocent eyes. 水汪汪的眼睛! 还有那小小的微笑! 可爱极了! (>_<) But the price also berry 可爱 lor. Nearly $12 sia! OMG! Such a money sucker apple! LOL! =X

Darling meeting Alvin see Jumper. I accompany her waited till he came. Sms Snowman & knew that he wanna go watch Ah Long Pte Ltd but still looking for people. I offer to go with him but he say he will let me know again. I felt like a spare tire lor. Dont know why suddenly felt so hurt. So I replied him with my attitude tone. "Dun nid. I go home slp." Then he replied again said "Alright. I watch on weekend." Buay song me replied "Go watch den watch lar. Tell me for wat." Haiz~ I really dont wish to be like that.

Darling said Snowman & I are the same kind. Fussy & got things dont like 直接讲? =/



16/02/2008 - Saturday

Actually on Thursday alady recd email for Jielun merchandize thingy that when I can go collect. So planned with Darling we go on Saturday since Friday I got work then their office open till 4pm nia. =.=

Yesterday sms Darling ask her wanna meet what time & when give her morning call. But she didnt reply me lor! After movie can reply me mah.

I morning around 8.30am woke up check hp, Darling didnt reply me! Gosh~ Sms her again ask her she wanna go arnd what time. Then saw Pek Pek's sms. o.O! Sms till arnd 9.30am went back to sleep again.

Waited for Darling's sms till arnd 2pm. Still no reply from her. Haiz~ Ytd nite my kor kor even offer to go collect with me but I told him I will go collect with my fren, but seems today cant go collect le. Woke up see kor dont know how to explain to him sia. =(

On pc then saw Darling's msn nick ask me wake her up at 11am. =S She thought I will wake up early online & see her this msg hur? Kns~ Ytd sms her she also dont bother to reply. Argh~ In the end we rushed down to collect lor.

Super duper ulu place in Chinatown lor. Chinatown alady so ulu liao, its even more ulu in a ulu lor. =.= Found that shop but got a guy stop us from going in wor! Asked us stay outside & wait wor! Then the guy behind... Eh! That same guy who took the order from me! Wahahaha~ He said let us in wor. Kekekeke~ =X

Really didnt expect to see him there sia. Kekekekeke~ =X When he took those stuffs for me & stock-taking, that feeling is juz like tat time at Indoor Stadium there. Awwww~ =X Ok ok ok. I hua chi~ LOL~

They still can accept additional order wor! Called Bu Lai En to ask him, coz he last time say wanna buy the T-shirt & hp strap de. But in the end he wat also dont want wor. Sad sia. Then toopig me forgot I wanna buy the towel for my jogging de! But I alady in train le! Sob~ Went home & email that merchandize company again lor. They say need to check stock. Zzz~



Hp straps - Black (I din order coz dont like leh but Shufang & Kor ordered alot!)



Hp strap - Pink



This is mine! Hp strap also. Haha~ But expensive ok! $25! (>_<)



Pink bag I got order. Keke~ Tat guy last time din count my black color bag price wor. Why this time din gimme more? =X



Hur hur. T-shirt plastic bag also got design ne!



The T-Shirt! Woot! Lalala~



Love the design! Bling bling de hur. Cool~ XD

Darlings' 23rd Bday & V-day

12/02/2008 - Tuesday

Darling's 23rd bday! Wahahaha~ 难得 can celebrate on the actual day, no matter how sick I am also muz go lar! LOL~

I suggested to having dinner @ Sushi Tei in Vivo City! Keke~ Coz I missed that Mango Sushi! Woot! Actually I went Sushi Tei once nia leh. Wahaha~

Deon reached 1st & told her to chop a "seaview" table 1st. Keke~ I reached there 2nd.



OMG~ Deon bought a "wedding dress" for her Dan Dan during her Hong Kong trip! Fainted.

Darling finally came & we started to order like dont need pay like that sia. Nahz~ I only got 3 orders. The rest are Deon's & Darling's. Coz my Mango Sushi alady $13 liao! (x_x)



The front plate is mine. I thought is Califonia maki lor. I ordered sala sia. Behind 2 plates are Deon's soft shell crab & the other forgot is what liao. That fish egg got those strong fishy smell which Darling & I could taste it but Deon she said nothing sia! OMG!



Erm. Mine Kani sushi & Deon's Potato Croquette & dont know what sushi. =/



Darling's doufu! LOL~ Age Dashi Tofu. Berry plain & salty? Still prefer Sakae's fried Tofu! =D



Here comes my dragon boat! Wahahahaha~ The super delicious Golden Roll! *drools*



Love the combination with mango but Deon dont like. The meat is prawn lor! But they cook till so crispy & doesnt taste like prawn at all! OMG~ Pop 1 into mouth & chew... Wahseh... 太好吃了! T.T



Erm. Deon's Scallop sushi?



Darling's Chicken Karaage. Actually I wanna steal 1 to eat de but I not much appetite coz still having fever mah. Haiz~ =(



Tata~ Darling's Tempura handroll.



Chocolate Wafer, heng chocolate not alot if not my fever will shoot higher sia. Honestly, I think all their desserts cannot make it leh. Deon wanna have dessert de mah =.=

Photo taking session!



Deon & Darling with present. Darling said tat it's a photo frame. Wahahaha~



Darling & Darling. Standard ang bao $20 =X



The D's! Darlings with Dan Dan! Haha~



U want Dan Dan or $20 ang bao?! Ofcoz ang bao lar! $_$

Total bill $62.25 sia! OMG! I 1st time eat sushi eat till so expensive sia! (>_<) Spilt between Deon & I. Heartache sia. LOL~

Had my fever medicine in Sushi Tei but my fever is still burning high lor. Thought after dinner 9.30pm liao can go home & rest coz tml still gotta go work mah. But Deon suggested go for a cake at Pacific Coffee Company. ='( Darling & Deon went to order while I sat there taking a rest. Hot sia lor. Stupig fever! =(



They came back with a chocolate cake & a LARGE cup of cookies & cream coffee! OMG~ All so heaty I cant eat also cant drink lor. Deon still say it's for my sake that they ordered a large cup lor. Ofcoz I buay song & shoot lar. I'm still having fever lor, if it's really for my sake they shld have order a orange juice or what mah. Deon keep nagging so big cup how they going to finish, keep wanting me to drink. =.=

She asked the staff that they ordered a cookies & cream how come there's coffee in it. OMG~ Coffee shop ofcoz is got coffee inside ah. Then that staff explained & offered to change to milk de. So paiseh hur.



Darling looks so sexcited. Nono! I mean excited. =X

Why dont have my face taken there hur? I'm juz a nobody there hur? =/



Bo liao me nothing do take kuku pic lor. I am an envir...... Abit hard to pronounce out hur?! LOL~



14/02/2008 - Thursday

Valentine's Day. Lonely day. (>_<) 22 years old liao. But I only celebrate once nia leh. Poor thing hur. 4 ex but only 1 celebrated before. Haha~



Ting Ting gave us a rose each! Wahahaha~



Sharon gave us rocher chocolate. Keke~ My face damn pale hor? =(



This year not much people got flowers leh. Only Rachel & Ting Ting hur?



What color is this hur? Hmmm~ Pink? =/ Dont know lar. Also not mine mah. Ting Ting de. =(

Dont like go work on Valentine's day lar. Only can envy people got flower nia. Haha~ After work chiong home, dont know why still not feeling well. Stupig fever keep on off on off lor. N it's so fast de lor! Luckily my blood test normal sia. Anyway if tio dengue I long ago in hospital liao lor. LOL~