Eh... Hmmmm~

1 week didnt update le hor? Hmmm~ This 1 week has been a super emotional week. *haiz* Emotional about what leh? 1st is gong gong lar, 2nd is work, 3rd is Mama & 4th is friends. Think that's all ba. Quite enough liao lor. =.=

About 1st thing I dont wish to say much lar. I got so scary meh? So hard to get him talk to me. So hard to communicate mah? Cant be in r/s still can be friends mah. Must he avoid till like that leh? Up to him lar. As long as he happy can le. =/

Think & think hor, he's not the one I'm looking for also leh. Coz 1stly he's a Msian, which I think quite hard to go further lor. U know what I mean? =.= 2ndly he's those English-educated type while I'm those super Chinese type. Scarly he dont even know who is Jielun I will faint! =X 3rdly I got sianz of him easily. Eh~ Sometimes see him nothing talk then I feel sianz liao. *oops*

2nd is work mah. Work stress as usual, but "Bread" came back I feel more stress leh. Coz got a pair of eyes behind me makes me really feel uncomfortable lor. *haiz* Luckily she still haven chase after my work lar. But I think a week more she will start to chase me like hell liao! (>_<) Ever since I took over "Bread's" TMS collection, my other work deadline all cant meet, all delay, everything not in place lor. It's hard to get all my tasks back to normal leh. Coz TMS collection really make my normal schedule went into a mess! *sigh* =(

3rd is Mama. She recently fallen sick again. Haiyoz. It really breaks my heart when I see my family fall sick lor. =( Then heard that she almost drown when swimming & she had a great fall from standing on a stool in bathroom, hit her head left a huge "ba lu ku" & injured her back. *haiz* What could I really do to protect her? I really hope nothing bad will happen to her again. (>_<)

4th is friends, to be exact is colleagues ba. Saw some gossip in MSN. Sad lar. Disappointed. But what to do leh? As what they said, gossip is normal, just that I saw it nia lor. Gossip issue still ok lar. What I'm more concern is the way they handle the matter, which I'm not satisfied with lor. Shall not elaborate further lar. *haiz*

After so much things happened, got some conclusion in my head. Hmmm~ I can like a guy & dont like him easily. I think I'm someone who shouldnt get into r/s ba. I wanna live my life to the fullest, the happiest and be I am who I am~ =) Those unhappy stuffs, dont take it too seriously. But those positive stuffs, put in my best in it. Awwww~ Can I do it leh? =/