So happy yet So sad

Met Gong Gong at usual busstop. I purposely let Bus143 passed by infront of me. But he didnt walk towards me, he went to his usual spot.

We sat together in Bus 124. When I sat beside him, he immediately took down his left side ear piece. So I decided to start conversation again. =.= He's lame. Asked him why this few days didnt see him. Then asked him he normally what time off work. He thought I'm asking him what time he reached busstop when going work. =.= He said he's late, 8.45am then reached busstop. He say he learn from me to be late lor. I said, hao de bu xue xue huai de. Haiz~

Out of no where he told me he went up to my office to take stickers from Janice. =/ He is it wanna ask why didnt see me in office? LOL~ Janice & I different unit number ofcoz cant see lar. He gong de lor. =X

I asked him he's from import dept right? He said he's export! Hmmm~ Then I mumble that Pauline told me is import leh. He heard that & asked me why leh? So I told him my friend told me is import. And he remembered last time I mentioned Pauline this name. Hmmm~

He said he dont like to work on Saturday. Wanna sleep longer also cannot. I said I like work on Saturday coz got no boss no stress.

He said he's alternate Saturdays. Hmmm~ I said even MKS also changed to once per month liao leh. Then he went on to explain his dept needs a person be there blar blar blar. Then he asked me about my Saturday shift. Suddenly my voice went hoarse! In the end I repeated "I 1 month work 1 Saturday" for twice! Haiz~

Asked him weekend where he go? He said stay at home lor. Coz whole week couldnt sleep that much. =.=

Asked him he came Spore how long liao. He paused awhile to count & answered 1 yr. So I went on to ask him which part of Spore he went before. I couldnt hear properly coz he spoke too softly. Made me keep bending infront & near to him. He dont dare turn to me & speak to me while looking at my eyes. =.= Think he said Jurong East & Sentosa. Ohhhh~

Then he asked me I got what place to introduce him. Then I told him I cannot lar, got once a Malaysian friend suan me I not Sporean. Coz those places he knows I dont know. =.= Then I say those places I go berry standard de lar. Don't know why say till the furthest I went is east coast. He asked me go there for what sia! I said chalet lor! =.=

As usual he told me I'm late le. But I told him nevermind, coz no boss today. LOL~

When alighted bus I asked him he got use MSN in office ah. Then he said ya & asked me I got use also ah? I said yes lar but told him that I officially cannot use in office, my dept only lar. Then I added coz my desk is "feng shui desk" boss cant see. Then he told me his desk is super open! LOL~

Paused for quite awhile coz I was waiting for him to ask my address! Argh~ This dumb head! *hump* Bo bian. I asked him "your msn address is what har?" He searched his pocket for hp I think. But he didnt take out. Think he think that what for he take out his hp? Coz he's giving me his address, I should be the one taking down ah! LOL~ He's not that gong also lar. =X So I quickly took out my hp & passed to him let him type himself. I berry auto hor? LOL~

He type quite slow leh. From junction till jay-walk finished then he passed me back my hp. I took a look at his address. I gave him a puzzled face & he give me a light smile! Eh~ What's that for! =.= Then he said if I got caught then how? Later boss ask me whom I chatting with? I can tell my boss he's from A&T, speak to him lor. =.= Lame si le!

As usual, he pushed open the door with greater force while I followed behind him. =.= Saw Ting Ting, Tramy & JNC Zabrina at lobby. They bad sia! Ting Ting & Tramy purposely came down see Gong Gong & I lor! So fake! Didnt bring bag along! Wahahaha~

Suddenly Gong Gong abit bit slowed down his pace. Especially when we saw Ting Ting they all went into the lift. He didnt bother to give a chase like previous time. Hmmm~ I hesitated awhile. If I dont go in they will suan me got Gong Gong dont want them. And some more they holding the lift for us. Aiya. I chiong in & Gong Gong also went in. =X

I stood behind while Gong Gong stood at the right side just infront of the buttons while Ting Ting was on the left side. Eh~ He forgot to press level 4! I was wondering how. Then I saw Ting Ting wanna press level 4 for him & he quickly pressed himself le. LOL~ He super stick to the button there like that. =.= Mu tou ren! When reached level 3, we went out le then I turned back & looked at him. Coz really not enough time to even say a "bye"! Heng he still smile at me & I returned a smile to him also. =p

Add him at around 10am? I said "hi mr hohoho" while he "elo but who r u?" LOL~ Then I said him gong gong de. Gave me his address just now so fast forget le. MSN chatting was average. He keep hahaha. =.= Asked him quite a number of questions. Hmmm~

Most lame is I asked for his chi name. His reply "secret" Argh~ Then I type "bu neng shuo de mi mi" in chi words but he said he cannot read! At 1st I thought his pc cant read chi words & asked him sure anot then he shoot me, "cannot ah?" (>_<) But in the end I asked Tramy then know he might really dont know how to read chi characters coz he might be from eng school de. =.= So I explained to him I dont know about their eng school & chi school systems but after asked my Msian colleague then I know liao. Then he shoot me another thingy, "I stupid lor" Aaaaaaaaaa~ He's so sensitive!

Asked him got friendster anot, but he berry long didnt reply. Then I asked him busy ah? After that I told him I cannot go home coz no key! *haiz* No key lock door is serious case. He keep hahaha then ask me then how? I told him wait for the person who has to key come back lock lor. Then he goes hahaha again. I scold him. "u still can laugh!" =.= But he still dont care continue hahaha. Haiyoz!

When I got the keys & told him, he berry fast reply. He hahaha again then said like that I can go home liao lor, bubye! Eh! This word seems so familiar! Melon used buhbye! LOL~ Then I say he chasing me home =( He say no lar, he's happy for me lor. =.= Then I told him I still got stuff haven finish. Then he also no chat le. *haiz*

He worked till berry late. So I also do my stuff till I asked him does he feels hungry? After awhile he offline liao. It hurts my heart deep. He reminds me of another guy. I thought Gong Gong will be different from the rest, but I was wrong. This really hurts me alot.

Went home myself lor. Reached busstop around 4pm, sat on the seats & I couldnt bear it anymore. My 1st time tears started rolling down uncontrollably. Sat there sob for half an hour & saw him walking out. But he went to Purmei that direction while I board bus go home le.

Reached home chiong to online but he's no longer there.

Around 6.40pm saw him online & I went to msn him asked him is he still in office? He didnt bother to reply me. Fine. I know I should shut up. I'm just a nuisance to him. *heartbroken*