Sooooo sad!

Today is the 1st day of selling Jielun's 2nd day concert (18/01/08 Jielun birthday) for OCBC credit cards members only. Officially selling is on 5/11/07.

Yesterday Ting Ting told me this news, which Pauline told her. Ever since then, I started planning how to purchase the tickets tomorrow. Should I take leave to go & queue? If leave not approved then I fake MC? But I don't have credit card so I can only ask the person queueing in front or wait till Wendy come during lunch time. If I managed to purchase good seatings then I will sell my 19th tickets online without earning any profit I'm also willing to do so. Think of alot of ways but in the end I just stayed in office & call hotline.

10am, Ting Ting, Tramy, Xiao Yun & I started calling sistic hotline. But only I managed to get on hold around 10.10am? I thought I'm so lucky! But the call suddenly just went silent. Is the line cut off or my mobile phone spoilt? =.= After holding for another 7 mins or so, I hang the call. *sigh~*

I'm a octopus lor. Left hand using mobile phone to call, right hand using office phone calling, keep trying to book through internet, chatting with Yangxun & Ting Ting & alot people else, as while as do abit of work. =.=

Finally around 10.40am I got on hold again on office phone this time. On hold for super long & finally managed to talk to the operator, Safia.

She told me Category 1 left single seats only. The nearest distance is same block but 1 in the front row 1 at the back. *sigh* That's goes my dream. How badly I wish I could celebrate Jielun's birthday with him right in front of me. But my dream will never come true. ~>.<~

Asked for $28 tickets, but Safia said don't know. She don't even know whether it's been sold out or it's not even on sale in the 1st place. Is she a newbie? How come pricing stuff she don't know? =.=

After calling for so long, my mobile phone almost from full battery turned till low battery liao. So disappointed & puzzled lor. How come within such a short time they're able to sell off almost all of the tickets for Category 1? =(

Around 12.20pm we chiong to Tiong Bahru. On the way to hail a cab, I think I saw him. Beside him is a girl which I can't really see their faces, because they already at the other end of the road liao. Only they 2. My heart sank. Sms him but he don't even bother to reply. Okie. I think I got the answer le.

When reach Tiong Bahru's sistic, there's a short queue there. Asked about the ticket selling situation, really left single seats for Category 1. Double confirmed, double sadness.

Went to Sakae Sushi. Received a call, was told that collection for Jielun's album was delay till 6/11/07. 1stly I'm so disappointed that I couldn't get seats on 18th. 2ndly I saw him & her & he doesn't want to reply me. 3rdly I couldn't get the album as planned. Suddenly my mind went blank & eyes wet wet, but I didn't cry. I just feel so suay. =(

No appetite, only ate 3 plates of sushi & 1 piece chicken from Ting Ting's order. Couldn't speak much. Super duper sad.

When reached office, I couldn't help it, I broke down into tears quietly. I cried for quite long lar. Really too sad over these things. When friends asked about my nick, I started to cry again. *haiz* But after all those hard crying, I felt much better. All are fated. I just couldn't help it. =(

I don't really know I'm that super sad over Jielun's concert tickets or because I saw him & her together. Anyway from the beginning I already know that he doesn't like me liao. Just that I don't wanna accept this fact & keep this going like an idiot. *sigh~* Think it's really time to give up le. As what they always say, I should find someone who love me more than I love him ba. =/