What an Emo week! =.=

This week really super emo de lor! Almost everyday sad sad everyday sob sob. Small little thing will also trigger me to cry! Argh~ =S

Hmmmm~ Foolish me did a foolish thing on Sunday night. How I wish his reply is the opposite then I can stop going any further le. But things always turned out the opposite which you're hoping. Duhz~ Dont understand what the crap I'm talking rite? Nvm. I know myself can le. =/

Monday - Super happening day

Reached office & heard that there's a power trip? Then after awhile blackout! OMG~ Last time blackout only the lights & aircon, this time our pc also shut down liao. Backup power also not working leh. Couldnt find the reason, useless PSA staff. =X

After blackout my pc super hang & gotta restart for like 3 times? My outlook also hang like don't know what shit lor. Argh~ I'm someone who got not much patience de! =S



Tata~ This is my 1st time canteen's "咸鱼炒饭" work for 2 years 5 months le but seems like alot of food never try b4. Wahahaha~

This "咸鱼炒饭" really is salty de lor. The rice is also berry salty! *FAINTED* I need CPR~! *oops* =X



Guai guai me bought grapes from the vending machine wor. Me super duper seldom eat fruits de ok. LOL~ But the grapes is super sour de lor! (>_<)

Sharon hold an AR meeting with us discuss lor. But from what Sharon said, I've already had an answer that the ending still is I die die also must do TMS lor. The only difference is might take out my AR work lor. Which I think this totally defeat the purpose lor. Coz our aim is to push TMS back to "Bread" & not I keeping TMS & give out my AR! ARGH~

When they mentioned that my this & that job actually berry easy & simple, my feeling is like... Wah lao~ Also not you all doing what. I also know how to say all your jobs also chicken feet mah. Only the hands on user will know lor. Things might be simple, but as in volume & procedures wise is another thing lor. =S

At night Snowman ask me when going to watch horror movie again. Think this was the 2nd time he asked? Why he so keen to watch horror movie sia. =/ Previously I told him that he's mine horror movie liao lor. So this time round I also answered the same way. Then he took it for real lor! He said that he dont get it, why I'm so scare abt him! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ He hor... So funny! LOL~ =p

Owner sms-ed me why I'm not online, izit wanna ignore him for good. Eh~ Coz we had such a conflict & bombing here & there in my Human Pets' comments page there. =/ Actually hor, this few days my MSN sot diao lor. Either it lagged my msg berry long or my status show offline. =S

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Tuesday - 08/01/2008

Late queen requested Snowman to wake me up @ 6am. He really guai guai be my human alarm clock. =p Had a dream about him, dreamt that he sms-ed me a cute cute msg thingy. =/ Then he also got a dream last night, but the STM him forgotten after woke up. LOL~



Bought breakfast to office & shared with Ting Ting. I only have fishball bee hoon when parents went out early buy breakfast lar. I myself buy ofcoz wont buy fishball bee hoon lar. *bish snowman*

Afternoon Sharon went in to talk to boss, “慈僖太后”. Told her about how TMS delayed my AR & other work lor. But when Sharon came out & told me what “慈僖太后's” feedback, I felt disappointed in such a boss lor. Especially 1 particular sentence "If she cant do TMS then what can she do?" Wah lau!! I heard this I really feel like slapping her hard lor! Am I too violent? =X

“慈僖太后” also told Sharon not to be too close to us. If we do something wrong must be 公私分明! “慈僖太后” also said that we this few youngsters berry 计较! Coz my TMS delayed my AR work thus Tramy & Ting Ting gotta help me cover my AR mah. She's saying they 计较 about workload sia. =S

Told Snowman about this & he thinks tat it's bcoz of my lateness! Still ask me to cheer up. Wah lao! I see liao really ji tao cried out lor. *sigh* I felt being accused straight in the face lor. What does lateness gotta do with my workload? Suan le lor. =S

Got so emo. Didnt bother to do OT. Went to JP buy my beloved twisted fries from Mac! Woohoo~ Large twisted fries me myself finished it! Lalala~ =p

When reached home, surprisingly Sky sms me wor! He asked me got OT anot, wanna go JP watch movie wor! Wor~ Wor~ Wor! LOL~ After sms-ing here & there in the end didnt go meet him coz JP dont have time slot for "Alvin & the chipmunks" which we wanna to watch. Then other shows I'm not interested lor. *haiz*

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Wednesday - 09/01/2008

Snowman after sms me ask me wake up then totally no sms till 1.35pm. His hp low batt. Argh~ Remind me of my ex, always hp low batt & couldnt contact him lor. When gotta meet him & yet couldnt reach him. Wah lao~ That feeling sux lar! =.=

After lunch went to find “慈僖太后”, coz Sharon told me I should speak to her myself, let her know how I feel about that toopig TMS. =.= But I kana rejected leh. She asked me wait for her call. I went to toilet then she call me lor. Nvm. When I came back from toilet I went to find her, she asked me to wait again, coz she gotta meet boss, Mr Lim.

Around 4.30pm then went in & talk lor. Super long talk till 6.15pm! =S

Starting she act till like angel lehz~ She told me to explain the whole procedure of working TMS lor. I was quite shocked that she even bother to write down lor! Wah seh. Made me think that actually she also not bad de.

Then she pointed out that I should do in this way instead of that way. Some I agree lar. But some is just totally wont work & even worsen my checking time lor. But she insist that her idea should be the better way. I shut up lor.

The main part came when she shoot that she PERSONALLY thinks that I'm slow at work. Wah lao~ My tears immediately rolled down within 5 secs! Coz I knew she will say this lor. But she also ridiculous lor. Everbody including she herself also know how high the volume & how tedious the checking work is lor. She insisted that it's becoz of me being too slow! ARGH~!!!!!!

If she wanna say slow hor. Got people slower then me lor. That's what everybody say de lor! Even “慈僖太后” she also say she's slow but coz she's new. But now already like 9 months liao but her speed still so slow lehz. Still gotta everyday do OT. Wah lao. Say till OT. We seldom do OT, “慈僖太后” not happy & asked Sharon why we didnt stay & work? When we do more OT she questioned Sharon why we suddenly so much work to do. Whereas that slow girl she never say anything. Wah lao. Practically she everyday OT leh. So unfair lor. Suan le.. =/

She went on to explain why she passed TMS from "Bread" to me. She also admit that that time she did told me to lemme try & see how well I'm able to cope. Silly me thought I'm just covering till "Bread" come back from her maternity leave lor. But I was totally wrong! Even XiaoYun also kana lor. Hers is PIL disbursement. "Bread" as an executive like that bully staffs lor. People just helping to cover for that few months & now refused to take back to do lor. “慈僖太后” explained that she couldnt ask "Bread" to take back is bcoz “慈僖太后” got management stuff to pass on to "Bread". Wah lao~ Management stuff just once per 3 months?

“慈僖太后” said that at time point she decided to lemme do TMS... Not just becoz of your QUALIFICATION, also it's becoz u're SENIOR, I believe u have the capability to take this challenge. In my heart, I'm saying "I RATHER DONT WANT THIS CHALLENGE!" Unless she give me part of executive's pay lor. =S

Oh yah. Say till qualification. Coz last year's increment our increment was higher then Sharon lor. Accounts assistant higher then accounts executive? Weird right? Then “慈僖太后” shoot Sharon that coz she doesnt have cert. Then not long ago Sharon went to talk to “慈僖太后” that I wanna better increment, then “慈僖太后” say if bcoz she got cert I add her salary then what others will think? Conclusion is, cert = more work = never get more $$.

So may I know whether shld we have cert? 1stly she say Sharon no cert so her increment lesser than us who have cert, so she meant that got cert can have better increment lor. But on the other hand she said that I couldnt have better increment due to the cert I'm holding. What the hell lor!!!!!

She explain about the challenge thingy. She say if everytime u do the same thing u'll get bored & cant learn anything lor. Blar blar blar. She always got alot reason to cover up for her EXCUSES! =S

Say what she know we berry cooperative coz Tramy & Ting Ting help me cover my AR. Wah lao~ She storyteller lor. Ytd told Sharon we too 计较 now come tell me we berry COOPERATIVE?! Asshole lor! :@

Last part is the super important part of the talk. The main point she wanna say lor. She 1st time said abt MSN. She said that IF I'm using MSN & now complain that I couldnt cope with TMS, she couldnt accept this. I wanna to make something clear here! I NEVER say I couldnt cope with TMS. I'm able to do it, but it caused delay in my other work! Which I think it's not worth it as it's not my responsible job scope in the berry 1st place!

2ndly she said abt lateness. Ok. She said that if I'm late I should stay longer to make up for it. Hello~ I did stay back later lor. But the point is, she only know that I'm late for work but she doesnt know what time I left office! ARGH~ See the point? Bad things she remember by heart. Those good things she see also dont wanna to see!

Lunch time she also brought up. Say we went for lunch over 1 hour lar. The ridiculous thing is she told Sharon that we sat in pantry till 2pm then come out! Wah lao! That's not us lor! That's ELSA people! Her eyes pa stamps lor! !@#$%

Say till ELSA people. They also super duper late for work, super duper on time when off work. They super early go for lunch & come out 2pm lor. And they also got use MSN! WHAT THE HECK! They everything can we everything cannot. Xmas tree PEL set up & keep. Mooncake, baby ang baos, wedding gifts, whatever shit also we do for all 4 companies. We PEL not admin staffs lor! Pissed lehz!

Ok. Summarize for TMS part. “慈僖太后” thinks that I'm slow at work, use MSN which affect my concentration, time management problem. Ask me try to improve & see how. IF really still couldnt then she will see how. What the hell? This abt the same thing she told me when during April they throw TMS over to me!

Forget it lor. She always say if we got problem can find her talk. So what's the solution she had for me? The answer is, all my fault, try harder next time. What's the point of finding her talk? Talk talk & kana stabbed like hell. Wah lao~ Why we got such a boss!

Kkz. I know super long le. Dont know blogger got words quota anot. =/

Got something dont know should blog anot. Coz I know he's reading. Nvm. Blog liao then say lor. =S

Snowman 7.56pm sms say he go watch tv. I asked watch what show. He 9.32pm replied "Shou zhu..." WHAT?! 8pm?! Shou Zhu?! U 猪 or what? 8pm Shou Zhu end liao lor. Is this a joke or what? Asked him about it but he didnt reply. Went to slp also didnt say. *sigh* Forget it.

Cried to sleep again. Hate him man.

11.46pm - My ex sms me good nite & take care. Errrrrrrr... Did he sms the wrong person? Whatever =/

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Thursday - 10/01/2008

Received inner info from my ex that MRT broke down? Sianz diao. In my whole life 2nd time train broke down affected me. =.= Faster chiong out lor. If not dont know what time I will reach office sia. But surprisingly I still reached office early! Wahahaha~

Nothing much happended? Only remember I do OT for the 3rd time of the week. *sigh* Year end closing coming nearer & nearer le. Yi ma late late lor. Think I'm too stress & too emo le ba. *haiz*

Reached home & chatted with Sky for an hour plus. LOL~ Dont know why I got alot to crap with him although we just knew for few days nia. Coz he also si bei lame de ba. Lamer ling loves lamers~!! Keke~ =)

Erm. He told me how bad he was last time. But I really just couldnt believe what he has told me lehz! (>_<) And hor, dont know what happened to me, I even chat with him about my previous ex. *fainted* Think I'm super bored just need entertainment ba. He's a better choice to chat with rather then owner lor. Kns de owner. Post such a comment in my blog. Broke my fragile heart! *COL*
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday - 11/01/2008 Xun's bday~!! XD

Morning I watched a horror movie alone. The movie title is "Goldfish pom in the dark" Toilet light spoilt lor. Wah lau~ Damn scary ok. Ok lar. Coz I super scare of dark lar. =/

Hmmmm~ Recently Snowman sms-es cut down le. Also good lar. If not next hp bill come we sure need CPR lor. (-_-")

This Watson hor. Dont what he's thinking lor! Ever since that time I told him that "I LOVE HIM" he started to behave weirdly towards me lor. The way he talks & human pets. Coz he's my pet mah. Then he run away for the 1st time! Argh~ Nvm, I bought him back but he buy himself back lor! Argh~!! Sms-ed Sky about it but he dont give a damn. Also suan le. None of his biz anyway. =S



Woo lala~ Got such a super large cake lor. Our technician bought for all 4 companies leh. Eat haven halfway I super full liao lor. Couldnt even have proper lunch. In the end I just ate 3 nuggests & 1 fish fillet for lunch.



Saw Snowman on the newspaper we used to put our lunch on it. LOL~ Stupid-looking snowman? Wakakakakaka~ *bleahz* =P

Afternoon half also emo de lor. Due to work lar. Everything came at 1 go. I really almost couldnt cope & break down sia. Emo me turned into fierce fierce lor. *oops* Then got something add on lor. Wah lao~ Really dont wish to talk about it lor. Coz I know they might be reading ba. Just dont understand why friends will turn out like that. I've lost all the trust on them le. *sigh* So many years of friendship. Suan le. =S



Meet zombie 失眠 darling @ Harbour Front eat Sakae. Today finally got my LOBSTER SALAD sushi le! XD After 9 tries? LOL~ But it doesnt taste so fabulous as I've thought. Ichiban sushi better. Dont know Sushi Teh got anot leh. Vivo outlet always super long queue de lor. =/



Poor Darling shopped with me while she really bth wanna slp le. LOL~ 1st time see her like that sia. Abit heart-ache for her. *sigh* Hope she no more 失眠, 健健康康, 快快乐乐! =)

Bought a blackie dress for new year?! at Series for $44.70 after 20% discount. Hmmm~ Dont know why me suddenly super keen in finding dress leh. LOL!

12.48am le. Tml still gotta meet Snowman lor. *haiz* Think I've used to wake up early go office early liao. Hope next week I could keep up this good hard work! (x_x) Really cannot nua lor. Alarm ring really must get up! =(

Wake up so early, I also got tired super more quickly lor. Got once 9.45pm went to bed le. =/