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13/07/2008 - Sunday

Actually 2day shld meet Fei Zhu En exchange 'present' de lor but coz I ytd nite last min rem it's Mama's bday 2day! When he sms me say bring me go for a trip to farm mart den I inform him abt the lunch celebration & we postpone our meeting to Monday lor. Hope Fei Zhu En's grandma is ok, coz she had a fall (>_<)

Ytd nite I waited for my 2nd bro to come back from work arnd 2.45am lor! Then we had tis 3 person discussion & finalized tat we shall go JP's Fish & Co 1.30pm had lunch den I will settle with the surprise cake & flower. I planned every single detail till 4am+ den slp lor! How detail have I planned? To the extend of, will Mama prefer put 55 candles or juz 1 to represent? Shld I take cake 1st or flower 1st? Wat kind of cake flavor to choose. Sitting arrangement tat Mama wun see the surprises when I bring out. But all these are juz my wishful thoughts nia. Haiz~

I even test out my camera self timer, where to place in kitchen, shld zoom how much blar blar blar. But... haiz~

Was wondering shld I sms Da Ren @ 4am+ tis kuku timing tat I have tis celebration planning & ask him whether wanna eat brunch wif me at JP anot. But tink tink, its bad to disturb him n his family at tis wee hour lor. So I planned to wake up 10am nx day den sms him =)

I managed to wake up at 10am lor! Imagine 4am+ fall aslp lor. Motivation is impt! Wahahaha~ But things din turn out well for me lor. It turned out like shit I can say! =S

Tot of going JP early had brunch with Da Ren den reserve seats, cakes n flowers. I even tot of buying tat Elmo puppet to present tat flowers lor! Bo bian lar, I simply love tat Elmo puppet! =( But my planning was spoilt by Mama! Papa came to tell me tat he n Mama nt going to eat, ask me n bro go ahead to eat lor! WHAT?! Go eat is to celebrate her bday mah, if she nt going wats e purpose of eating! Went out to ask bro how lor den Mama said her bday she's not here to 讨 celebration lor. Heard wat she said I felt so hurt lor. 我的一片心意 why suddenly bcame like tat?

Disappointed. Sad. Pissed. Mixed feelings like rojak lor! I suddenly felt so useless! 2nd Brother brought them out for a few ocassion to celebrate le, but why this is my 1st time planning failed so terribly? My family ties not good de lor. We dun call them Papa or Mama de lor. We can say practically nth to chat. We dun celebrate ocassions le since we've grown up lor. But coz last yr Mama fainted at hse I witness it myself & felt tat its time to do something b4 its too late lor.

Not going to say further abt this failure le! Meet Da Ren since Mama said tat she's going to 2nd Aunt's hse. Terrible mood swing, see till Da Ren also din bother too much lor. My mood is like tat so is my face. Ok lar, see him abit sianz coz partially something abt him pissed me off lar. But over le jiu suan le, dun bother to ask him why oso *sigh*

Last time Da Ren parked his bike right under the kuku tree so from kitchen view totally cant see him. But when I saw him park somewhere near the pedestrain passage, my mind said "oh shit! park there Mama sure see till 1清2楚! Aiyaz, suan le, sooner or later she also might see lor. I bad mood lar, care so much for wat?" =.=

Saw these 3 animals in a car which Da Ren parked his bike infront of lor! OMG~ It's tat lion which attracted my attention lor. I miss my Xiao Lion~ T.T Nobody can replace him! *sob sob* Use hp camera cannot zoom lor, coz zoom liao quality not good mah.

End up I made Da Ren wait for me to go up take camera. Tink coz I din bring my bag up so suspicious lor den tink mayb Mama saw me took his bike off lor (>_<) How I noe Mama saw? I shall explain later.

Da Ren drove me to IMM to makan 1st. Saw tat Elmo puppet in IMM too! U see lar, fated de lor. Haiz~ But tink $24.90 really not worth lor =(

Dun have anything tat I wanna eat so end up eating LJS. Poor Da Ren, din noe he sore throat yet coz I say eat LJS lor n he eat with me, end up his cough came le lor, so sorry! (>_<)

Walked arnd lor. This Da Ren duno wat happened lar, keep putting his arms around me at shoulder! Aaaaaaaa~ Freaking hell! Im wearing sleevesless somemore! Brush his hand off seems abit rude but I felt kinda uncomfy abt tat leh, but I still ren lar =.=

Next stop, Cine. Watch movie lor, coz he gave me 2 choice, see sea or see movie. OMG~ Before I meet him I tinkin tat Im in such lousy mood wanna go ECP 吹吹风 lor! Scary enuf!

Tink Da Ren wanna watch that Hellboy show lar, but Im really least interested in tat lor. I gave him 2 choice, Get smart or Dont mess with Zohan.

Ended up with Zohan lor. Honestly I duno its sexual humour movie lor! Kinda pai seh lor! Argh~ Din really like the show lar, no meaning de, funny mah? so so although I might luff but its nt totally there =.= Sorry Da Ren, wasted $ n time =(

Oh yah! UOB $8 lor! GV lose out le! =.=

Movie 5pm mah den tat time arnd 3pm? Went to Heerens walk lor. Saw "The One Concert" thingy in HMV! OMG~ I was almost giving up on tat lor, coz I didnt buy mah. I luffed out loud when I saw tat piece lor! But after some thinking, I tink it's nt the 1 I wanted. Wat I wan is the video of his "The One Concert" but I saw the printing says CD so I tink it's not lor. But hor, I couldnt recall I got buy this piece before leh! Struggled quite awhile & decided to put it back. Gosh~ Im taking a risk by going home check 1st tml den buy if I really din buy tat piece lor! x_x

Da Ren likes to play games hur. Too bad dumby me juz not keen =(

Got an aunty asked me whether Heerens got foodcourt anot lor! OMG~ I looked at Da Ren let him ans her =X Im "not sporean" ok! LOLOLOL!

Went to Paragon's Coffee Bean to rest. Hmmm~ Berry packed lor, but we're lucky enuf to have a table outside lor. Keke~ This Da Ren, told him I wanna the smallest size for my Mocha but ended up he came back with the largest size! Duhz~ Same mistakes as my ex! Why accept something which is totally wrong? So wat if tat kuku waiter say its the "smallest"? There sure got miscommuication some where lor! =S Nvm, 1st time I let him off, UNCLE DA REN! LISTEN HERE! NO MORE 2ND TIME OK?! =X

Da Ren "washed" the table lor! He took 2 cup of ice water mah den he topple over 1 cup. Gosh~ Tio abit of my bag nvm lar, but my camera in there! Luckily juz some minor droplets. Phew~

He ordered coffee n cheese cake lor. OMG~ His throat like tat still eat such heaty stuff! Had a bite of tat cheese cake, OMG~ soooooo cheeeeeeeesy! Fainted.

Erm, previously Darling asked me to take a pic WITH Da Ren, coz she wanna see the latest version mah =.= I had a long hard time to pop out tis topic lor. Duhz~ I duno wat's so difficult lar, but I juz jam at there so long lor! I finally asked him wanna to take anot but he din give me straight ans lor! End up like I keep giving him chance like tat lor! LOL~ Coz 1st time I meet him coz I said I foto taking pro will take him till nice nice but end up I din lar =X Tis Da Ren also ai mai ai mai de. Duhz~ Why we seems like so shy abt taking pic? LOL!

Coz of this foto taking thingy, we end up chiong to Cine to catch our show lor =.= I tot Cathay show will like 10mins late but it din lor! Tink I kinda too long din go Cine Cathay watch le ba. We end up like missed the starting part for abt 5mins or so?

Honestly tat show bored me off. Or mayb Im too tired till cant concentrate? My mind kinda drift off n off n off! Gosh~ At tat time I really feel like lean on Da Ren's shoulder n slp lor! But cannot lar, how can! =.=

Why Orchard got so many crows? And alot "Ba Ge" lor! All those blackie birds juz gathered there. Why why?! So many places but why Orchard? Came out with this logic coz 乌节 tat “乌” = 乌鸦 den tat “节” = sounds like 街 So, plz clap ok? Im smart enuf so dun nid to watch "Get Smart"! Wahahahaha~ Okok, dun boo me! Im juz crapping mah, smile! =)

After show he gave choices for next stop. I heard Changi? Cityhall? And I tot his choice is go Cityhall? Alright, my mind drifted off again lor. So when he drove passed Cityhall I was like hur?! Where are we going? See movie now see sea? ECP? Changi? Hur hur?!

So he drove all e way to CHANGI VILLAGE!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!! My 1st time gave to him! *blushed* =X

I SAW THOSE AEROPLANES SO HUGE SO REAL SO AMAZIN! Ok, those who noe me well shld noe whenever I see plane fly by I got excited & scream like I nv see a plane b4! LOL!

Gosh~ Kinda abit cant believe it lor. Wat I saw on tv came true! Oways see those couples when separating, they stand behind the fence & watch the plane takes off. Now I've seen it right infront of me! Wahahahahaha~ So sweet! *oops* Sorry, kinda ki siao over here =.=

Alright, time now reads 2.56am! Gonna cut short le, paiseh! Tis my dinner, not nice, like rubber band. Walked arnd saw alot ppl queue for lasi lemak, tink 2 stalls or so? Not juz queue, alot ppl sitting there oso eating. Wanna noe wat's nice at a place, see wat ppl eat n whether did they finish e food anot. LOL! Why din eat nasi lemak? Well, tink I got used to eat chinese selling de ba. Anyway long queue, although Da Ren offered to queue. But 8pm+ seems quite late le hur!

Duno why arnd tis time when I had dinner outside I will wanna puke lor =/ Something wrong wif my system? Haiz~ Kinda sick of this puking system! Somehow I feel tat my puking system irritates Da Ren hur? Imagine u happily go out wif someone but yet feel like puking? LOL~ Duno wat I talkin le lar! CUT SHORT!

After makan he drove to somewhere berry near. 浪漫一下, see areoplanes! WOOOOOOO~ SO HUGE! SO LOUD! (>_<) At 1st really nt used to that roaring sound lor, kinda too loud, but after awhile Im used to it le =)

Got bring camera out ofcoz I started my crazyness! But turn out quite sux lar! =.= Aeroplane approaching! Kuku us started betting lor, coz initally the light berry far mah, den Da Ren say its approachin but I tink its moving away lor. So we had tis betting, movie! End up ofcoz I lost lar. My 1st time there lor, tink he go there duno par toh till how many times le lor! *hump* =S

The plane light is so bright de lor! Although lousy taken but still can see the sea was lighted up lor! LOL! Alright, somehow shld I blame my Lumix camera or wat? Coz I really couldnt take an ave pic which can see tat its a plane not juz lights =(

Tink we left arnd 10pm? Da Ren drove me to somewhere up ahead for toilet break den off we go home le. Tml Monday leh! He muz work lor, if nt we camp at there suan le. LOL! I dun like the toilet lor. The lock like something wrong, can lock but hard to unlock. Me panicked! Turn the lock so hard so fast till I've hurt my thumb n index finger till red le lor! *sob* ='(

Continued our long journey for abt half a min & we stopped. Coz we suddenly rem I din put on jacket! Well, bike ride at nite quite freezing lor. But why Da Ren so scare of cold but not cold???? =.= He say take pic of me wearing helmet lor, I say ok lor, den end up I look like so funny lor! LOL!

Drove abit more n stopped again! Coz saw plane landing n taking off lor. So he made a u turn to the nearer lane which no knowledge me tot its an illegal u-turn =X

When the plane taking off, wah lau, that sound is x100 scarier den the flying sound! I tot Im watching wat horror movie sia! (>_<) Din stay & watch for long coz wearing helmet + jacket is pissing me hot! LOL!

Da Ren, dun forget our plane dating nx Sunday morning hur! LOL~ MORNING hor! =P

As usual Da Ren drove me home. Wah lau, he 2day drove faster den normal lor. Highest hit 100+ got tat + ok! I saw tat lor! Boo! Kinda still nt used to tat speed. Haiz~ My feet not guai lor, left feet started aching like duno wat! Somehow the feet couldnt feel the pedal Im stepping on, couldnt find the right position. Having a tough time to ren till home lor! (x_x)

Reached voiddeck chit chat awhile, kinda behaving abit 暧昧 lor. Worst was when I went up, Mama was standing at corridoor lookin lor! Tat view is perfectly clear lor! Shit! Our every single action tink she saw le lor. She asked me I took bike ride hur! I said yes & quickly hide in room. This explained why previously I said tat tink someone saw me took bike ride off tis afternoon, if not Mama wun out of sudden go out spy! Shit man!

Out of surprise she din further question me! But well, as previous times she did the same, questioned like hell the nx day when our mind is fresh! Shitty! (>_<)

Most scared qn is "he's yr bf?" Coz I duno shld say yes or no =.=

The weird part is hor, I dint tell Da Ren exactly this qn. I told him "Ans tis or tat sure kena nagging lor" I din even mention a word abt bf lor. And his reply was "Just say your bf lor. Hee hee" WHAT?! He know mind-reading or wat?! Kinda scary lor! (-__-)

Over all of this dating. He kinda sweet at times lar, some bingo mind reading getting arnd & he's getting more n more touchy hur! *bites*

Time read 3.30am! JIALAT! I gotta go le. Byez!